wish 01.08.02

wish

i wish i had danced with you when you asked
maybe things would be different today
just to hold you again to smell your hair
to touch your face and feel you smile
my heart aches for all that is you
i have been a way for a million years
each second and eternity slipping slowly away
with each mile i miss you more
even the sunset was not perfect without you
i try to think of tomorrow without you
and the only thing that comes are the tears
blurring the road ahead
all that i see is lessened without you
the colors look washed faded dull
my mind is a maelstrom of thoughts
all revolving around you
i miss all that you are
i miss myself without you