alone 2 05.17.02

alone 2

gentle rain moistens my path
i feel the dampness to my bones
and in a way i am comforted
because the journey has no tears
save the ones falling from the sky
the sky is as grey as my life
dull, bleak, and full of uneventfullness
i drive as in a daze
a long drive with little thought
and i arrive to the place alone
never having been here alone before
and they ask where you are
and i don’t know what to say
and they ask if i am ok
and i don’t know what to say
because i don’t really know
and i don’t want to talk about it
because i don’t know if i can
so i silently shrug my shoulders
and smile and walk away
to continue my journey alone