Monday, May 31, 2010

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life is so very short so you should know
there are thoughts running through my head
and i cannot seem to shake them from my mind
am i confusing my self to no end
thoughts, they evoke feelings i do not know
or if i once knew, long forgotten now
a reawakening, i forgot everything but pain
and these thoughts drive away the pain
the music so long silent i once again hear
the roses once again have scent
senses have started to return to me
so very long they were gone
this flood, this rush, disorients me

life is so very short so you should know
my thoughts disturb me to the core
you disturb me, you distract me, you haunt me
how do i fight it when i like it
you make me forget, you make me forget, you make me forget

i don't know who you are you don't know me
what could i do to make that change
you make me feel awkward, how unsettling
i won't look you in the eye for fear you'll see
for fear that which i hide you will see
where are my words when you are near
i lose my voice, i lose myself, i lose myself
i must say the wrong things by the way you look away
i must do the wrong things by the way you turn away
you make me want to feel again
you make me want to live again
you make me want to be again

life is so very short so you should know
my thoughts disturb me to the core
you disturb me, you distract me, you haunt me
how do i fight it when i like it
you make me forget, you make me forget, you make me forget

perhaps it is because you are kind in an unkind world
perhaps it is because you smiled at me
perhaps it it is because you are safe and unattainable
whatever it is, thoughts of you fill my head
and dreams of you, enough said
what am i to do, telling you would crush me
letting you in on my secret would destroy it
i cannot bring the words to my tongue
all of this for fear of you
all of this for fear of me
all of this for fear

life is so very short so you should know
my thoughts disturb me to the core
you disturb me, you distract me, you haunt me
how do i fight it when i like it
you make me forget, you make me forget, you make me forget

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