never 02.15.05

never

what words would you have me speak
what words do you long to hear
what can i say i cannot speak
if i could would it fall on deaf ears
why do i torture myself so
knowing you'll not feel the same
one sided yet once again
where do i look to find what i seek
i know not i know not
words echo in my head
all the things i long to hear
all the things i long for you to speak
i admire you from afar
i secretly admire you
i don’t have the words to say
what i feel so deeply within me
forever at a distance
hiding my secret from all
and all i want is to tell
to tell you how i feel
and for you to tell me the same
yet it will never happen
yet it will never happen